morning letter for god


Banyak kata yang tidak bisa terucap
Banyak cerita yang tak bisa diungkap
Terkadang hidup perlu perubahan
Namun tidak yakin perubahan selalu membuat lebih baik

Saat waktu berlalu dalam diam, saat itulah banyak kata tersimpan
Kalau yang dulu tidak mengerti, yang sekarang tahu apa yang terjadi
Tapi, tetap saja sama

Entah karena apa terkadang sangat susah untuk mengerti, memahami
Arti kata percaya dan mempercayai

Seakan semua sirna hanya karna satu kata
Kalau memang Tuhan sudah menyiapkan rencana, kenapa harus menunggu begitu lama
Akankah sesuatu yang ditempuh dengan jarak yang panjang semakin berharga?

TUHAN pasti punya alasan untuk ini semua
Tapi bagaimana hasilnya itu semua tergantung kita

Tuhan, bisakah Kau memberi sedikit tanda.. Agar hamba-Mu di sini mengerti
Tuhan, bisakah Kau mereparasi semua.. Agar hamba-Mu. Dapat kembali seperti semula

Aku di sini masih sama, seperti diriku yang lalu
Aku di sini masih sama, menunggu sesuatu yang berharga
Aku di sini masih sama, menanti kedatangannya
Aku di sini masih sama, berharap pada sesuatu yang lebih bermakna

Kalau bisa dilakukan sekarang, kenapa harus ditunda
Namun jika dilakukan kembali tanpa pikir panjang, hamba-Mu di sini takut jika suatu hari nanti semua sia-sia

Ini hanya keegoisanku semata, demi meraih apa yang sebelumnya tak pernah ku raih
Demi sesuatu, sebuah nama, dan sebuah pengakuan dari semua
Tuhan, maafkan hamba-Mu untuk saat ini
Aku masih butuh banyak belajar agar dapat mengerti

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Published in: on October 9, 2011 at 7:30 AM  Leave a Comment  
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Blocks


The block that I’ve build for year and half with many hopes and wishes were broke coz one thing.

Published in: on June 26, 2011 at 9:25 PM  Leave a Comment  
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Love The Way You Lie (part.2) – Rihanna Feat. Eminem


On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don’t know why I’m still surprised

Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you’ll always be my hero
Even though you’ve lost your mind

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that’s all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, oh, I love the way you lie

Now there’s gravel in our voices
Glass is shattered from the fight
In this tug of war you’ll always win
Even when I’m right

‘Cause you feed me fables from your head
With violent words and empty threats
And it’s sick that all these battles
Are what keeps me satisfied

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that’s all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, oh, I love the way you lie, oh

So maybe I’m a masochist
I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave
‘Til the walls are goin’ up
In smoke with all our memories

This morning, you wake, a sun ray hits your face
Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
Hush baby, speak softly, tell me I’ll be sorry
That you pushed me into the coffee table last night
So I can push you off me

Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
Run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy
Baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me
Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me

Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
Destructive path that we’re on, two psychopaths but we
Know that no matter how many knives we put in each others backs
That we’ll have each others backs ’cause we’re that lucky

Together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills
You hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’?
I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count
But together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain

Our love is crazy, we’re nuts but I refused counselin’
This house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand
Square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it
With you I’m in my fuckin’ mind, without you, I’m out it

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that’s all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

PS: this song reflects my heart now.. So touching, love it

Published in: on June 24, 2011 at 2:23 AM  Leave a Comment  
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