Have you ever wonder how to be normal or at least to be perceived like a normal person to those around you??
I’m wondering the same thing too.
My quarter life crisis should be over. There was one time I could feel like I was the most normal person that I’ve ever been. I knew when everything felt right. It was great. Super great.
Then, I lost.
I’m walking through the maze inside my head. Trying to find the way out. Trying to get those ‘greatness’ back.
Looking, and looking, and looking until I lose my breath.
Suffocating. The old feeling, the feeling I hate the most is back. I lose me.
I screamed, begged to be normal. Then the only answer I can get is: be the most selfish person you can ever be.
Step one: ignore the things that could harm you, leave it behind. Whether it’s a thing, a word, or a person. They don’t exist.
Step two: repeat.